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Heart's Worth

"I was like a drop of dew,

Who dared to love someone so true;

Now the winters are over,

and it's my time to go;

But winters will come again,

But, i'm not worth a lover i'm just worth to be a friend."

"Words of lonliness"-weaved in thread of love

Sitting in loneliness was thinking about past;

When was the time when i smiled last;

The voice rose from my heart to zenith height;

To search when there was life in my life;

The answer was a name, which brought me to light;

The name that built the relation really tight;

The love that was in her name, couldn't feel

The love that was in her eyes couldn't see;

Never saw that thread which was holding the relation;

Was too busy being constructive and overlooked the god's creation;

Abandoned myself, more than her;

When i left her, when i lost her;

Nostalgia became a curse for me;

Made me cry, when i felt her in me;

Prayed to god for her happiness;

But her happiness was hidden in me, never got that;

By the time i realized it, it was too late;

But still i had the belief that we'll meet again,and it's written in our fate;

To contact her, gathered all my courage'

Opened my heart for her in that 'fb' message;

My belief and instinct proved me right;

She forgave me and it was one of the best day of my life;

Forgiveness was followed by some questions and clarifications;

Which got cleared and narrowed the gap between us;

Now i know, what it is to love someone with all your heart and soul;

(_____). your love and care changed my perception towards love as a whole;

Now i had realized how much we love each other;

And I'll be always with you in happiness or disrupt;

Shona, it's a promise that I'll never leave you;

Coz i love you, coz i love you and will always do!!!!!!!!!

In loving memory of my brother....

This is not a poem, these are my tears transformed into words. I have written this last night (01.05.10) n I would like to dedicate this to my brother, Shyam Bhaiya. Maybe u r dead in d eyes of d world…but u r still alive in my heart, my mind n my eyes. I miss u vry badly…u meant whole world from me…n losing u is lyk losing my whole world,.. Ther r endless moments which I njoyed wid u here r some of dose…… 


The remembrance….


I remember u when I smile; coz dats wat u wanted on faces others to be,
I remember u when I laugh; as it reminds me of d gud times we had,
I remember u when I ride a bike; coz I learnt it sitting by ur side,
I remember u when I see colors; coz it reminds me of d Holi I used to play wid u,
I remember u when I see WWF; coz of dose moves which were tried on me by u,
I remember u when I’m happy; coz it transports me to d world of happy moments I cherished wid u,
I remember u when I see stars in d sky; as it was ur vision to reach dat zenith height,
I remember u when I see in Delhi, The NIFT in which u got selected by getting ur name in dat merit list,
I remember u when I see my teachers; coz it reminds me of d role of mentor in my lyf played by u,
I remember u when I play cricket; coz of dose big hits u used to hit on my bowling wid full flow,
I remember u when I see little kids; as it recalls me of love u had for little Rakshu (r nephew),
I remember u when I see beaches; as I get reminded of d tym we spend at beaches of Daman n Diu,
I remember u when I see my old watch as it got washed in d washing machine along wid ur jeans too,
I remember u when I see Pool at Aashiana gardens; coz it reminds me of d sprints we had once on a rainy day in june,
I remember u when I walk down to dat community hall; where we had plenty of TT games ol d day through,
I remember u when I visit DAV school; as dere I had some schooling days wid u,
I remember u while having lunch; as it reminds me of days of lunch, in recess tym I used to hv wid u,
I remember u when I see a Congo; as I get reminded of Orchestra band’s performance of mine which u saw at d annual day of r school,
I remember u when I see water; as it reminds me of d shower once we had of rain,
I remember u when I see fountains; as it recalls me of dose nights at Govindpuri when we used to visit Fountain Park n had some gr8 tym really,
I remember u when I visit r Factory at Bhiwadi; which reminds me of d Kabbadi matches we played dere n did so much masti,
I remember u when I see chess; as I get reminded of d chess games u played wid Nanaji which u njoyed thoroughly,
I remember u when I see Taiji smile; as it reminds me of d happiness she had when u won a scholarship prize,
I remember u when I cry reminding of day u died……
But maybe u r dead in eyes of world; u’ll still live in my mind, my soul, my heart n my eyes,
I miss u a lot bhai; I miss u a lot bhai; n I’ll never forget u till d last breath of my life!!

(Why did u left me bro….it’s really difficult for me to live widout u.) :(